the sad sad life of mimi.
so be ready.
coz itz gonna be f*ckin' jiwang.
*hahakzZZZ!!!!!
4:41am
4:41am
I dont regret my decision but i juz dreamt of u n i miss u like hell...
Monday, May 30, 2011 // 4:41 AM
IMY
These past few days...
Sunday, May 29, 2011 // 5:15 PM
No not going to!!
i had everything planned out...
Bangkok...
Birthday cake @ midnite..
The perfect gift..
The perfect wishes for u...
The best birthday i could ever give u..
But the past few weeks..
U changed & become so cold..
U are so damn blind to see whats infornt of u..
Me!
I dont really mind much but we are not getting better..
Im not here to just be ur fren..
Im not here for u when u only need me..
If u really do..
Then u have never shown enough..
Im not a toy u can play with whenever u need or throw aside whenever u dont
Im a fucking human being
If u dont want me tell me, if u need me show me..
I can never be just frens with u..
So now den u can have a gd birthday...
And hopefully u remember that u are turning 24,
Not the time for u to enjoy n waste ur life...
It bloody time for u to think about ur own future,
Well just one thing..
I can asure u..
U can never find someone who loves u & someone who can treat u as much & as good as me..
I'm dissapointed..
&& Done!
FULl STOP!
Friday, May 27, 2011 // 3:14 AM
unconditional love
i'll do whateva..
i'll wait no matter how long..
no matter...
even if it kills me.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011 // 5:17 AM
silence!
aku duduk satu korner diam2 lagi baik...
Monday, May 09, 2011 // 11:56 PM
Ohh weeeellllll
I was juz lookin forward to spend abit of time wit u...
Ouh well, might as well juz sleep to forget bout it..
Thursday, May 05, 2011 // 11:43 PM
3 May 2011
Juz for a few days...
Only a few days...
Tuesday, May 03, 2011 // 10:16 PM
3rd of May..
Its been 4 years sia... how time flies...
but this year i get to tell u that todays the 3rd of may...
i smiled...
guessed u smiled too...
// 12:08 AM
To my dearest...
guess that u r shocke to c that i've been updating my blog back again. It seems like now, u are the only one who remembers tt i've a blog hahaha.. kepo eh kau.. =)
this is the only place where i can pour my heart out...in words coz when i say it in front of u it seems so weird & might scare u off...
anyways i have been feeling so down when it was juz the first month we been seeing each other back again, but now i feel so much better. I feel happy when u are around & nothing else matters anymore.
Well alhamdulillah~
I cherish every moment when I'm with u & just hope that u will see that I'm the one, the one who is the best for you. Coz u are to me, the best I have ever had. =)
Thank you coz u have undone all the things u did to me. Eventhou I would say that u are evil & stuff, I have forgiven u all this time, never did I have the feelings of hatred or revenge towards u. I may be so nice to u,maybe too nice u might reckon but thats me, thats myself when i'm with u.
Nur Shafawati...
U are the most beautiful being that has ever come into my life,
& i've always thankful for every single moment when I'm with u...
Thank You..
iloveyousomuch~
Monday, May 02, 2011 // 1:16 AM